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Friday, October 26, 2012

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to Everyone!!!

Hello all peepers!!

This year is my first year that I celebrate Hari Raya Aidiladha also called as Hari Raya Haji,as a Muslim. Didn't really travel far to celebrate it and also didn't celebrate with any family members. I don't really understand the celebration also. Still have to learn and get into the meaning of this celebration.

So far, went to celebrate at my colleague's house. Just like Hari Raya Puasa also, we sat there and chat, of course with snack and drink. After that having lunch together, not many guest in her house also. I wonder where is everyone and what are they doing that time.

After spending half day there, we asked permission for leaving then. If we kept sat there and chat, we will be burst with nuts and snacks. Haha.

Today end peacefully with just one activity. Anyway, still can greet everyone who celebrate, " Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!"

A Peaceful Seat

Yesterday, I set my feet in Miri town again for some unfinished business of the day before. I have to drive a full 1 hour to get myself there, with the road condition that speed will bump your ass up and down your own car seat. I don't really like to go out by myself actually, except with some work and task that I need to deal with.

So, there goes again, traveling down to Miri by myself.

I skipped my lunch yestrerday. No reason, I often skip lunch when I had no time to cook or just being lazy to cook and do the clean up. That's the tips of being skinny I think, but do not follow my step, I know it is not healthy but I just can't help it.

One of the multiple intelligence skill I master, I think is Interpersonal Skill. I'm a thinker and a Loner maybe. When I'm alone, I do crazy stuff with my inner self and sometimes get amazed or amused. Today, I did something else that I thought it only occur in movie.

After I had done all the task that I was given, I didn't go for my lunch as it was around 4pm. It was too late for lunch and too early for dinner. I went to Popular Bookstore and spend some time reading the books that most probably I won't buy it. I read some cook book on how to make cookie for beginner and some other cook book that catch my attention. Yet, I get bored and walk over other section of book display. A nice book catch my eyes, " The Royal Love Story : William and Kate ".

Everyone loves Princess of Wales, Princess Diana. Where rumor spread about she being kill in an accident where paparazzi were tail-ing her for the press story. There are many tales and version of stories about how Princess Diana being killed. In the book I read, Princess Diana was a victim of a drunk and drive case, where her driver was found in high alcohol percentage in his blood after the expert had his body examinated. The author started the story of Prince William after that incident  then followed by how Prince William met Kate in collage and the stories went on. The book is awesome by writing down the Royal Love Story about Prince William and Princess Kate, but it is too thick for me to finish it yet too expensive for me to own it. I think I will come again next time and read it for another chapter.

After that, I drove around Miri Town and wondering where should I stop next. I passed by Miri Fan City where it is a park with some garden, jogging track and a open air auditorium. I drove passed it and yet my heart asked me to turn around and find a parking so that I can land my feet in the park. The park was full of people jogging and spending some quality time. Still there were some people just like me, drop by and had a seat and enjoy the healthy atmosphere. I was wearing jean with heels, walking in the path attracted weird faces staring at me. Me, just plucked in the earphone and walked into the park as it is open for all, everyone are welcome to the park. While walking, I was eye-ing for some available wood benches where I can had my seat and enjoy the scenery. I walked into the open-air auditorium where there are plenty of long benches available. I chosen a spot under the shade and crossed my feet on the bench, of course heels were opened and left on the flour.

The evening breeze are great as it is coming from the sea, Miri is a coast town where beaches are not far away. I was amazed by the scenery that I was not expecting. Some teenage girls were on the cement stage in the open-air auditorium, warming up themselves with some stretching and some dance moves. I wondered were they going to have a dance practice? Meanwhile there were children playing badminton around the corner. I just felt happy when watching them giggling with joy. While I sat back and enjoyed the air and surfing internet on my tablet, there came 3 boys with skateboard in their arm. Wow, this amazed me a lot. I thought they where going to have some skating here, but they just came and have a seat on the bench not far away from me.

After observing the area, I get some time for myself on my tablet. I jotted down some of my feeling and took some pictures.

"I stay Miri for 4 years, never I stop by and have a good look at all this. Today is my first, and I wonder this is last too." - Myself.

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Less than One Month

Entering 25th of October. Is less than one month now to my big day. Nerves creep up to me thinking of the registeration of getting married haven't really done yet. Other than work task filling my mind in the morning, I am thinking about him flying back to our hometown and get all the thing settle.

I dreamt about myself last night, still in the month before the big day, I am getting myself ready in appearence. Massive facial care and mask making, Im getting ready for that day even in my dream. Yet, I said I am not excited in my last post. I guess it is because my daily routine didn't change and everything seem like just in fine.

My low profile attitude make me haven't shot any pre wedding picture, or because of my fiance said this is not his culture to do that. That is another sad part that make me doesn't feel for the coming joy. Once a wise friend said to me, "You can dream whatever you want, but when you are back to the reality, your purple bubbles will burst." But, yet there are quote that tell us that there is nothing wrong to catch your dream.

Dream and hope.. Something that keep you motivate and fight for life.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Just another side of me

Hey all peepers, how's your day? Today, I'm gonna post something personal. Bear with me?

I say, I am a very low profile person. Is not like I didn't socialize, I share my thought my feeling sometime my inner qoute on facebook. Haha, a place we show ourself among friends. But, I'm hiding some part of myself so tight that only some friends that i deal with everyday know it.

First, I already convert to Islam. Just my colleague friends and my family members know it. I didn't change my facebook profile pictures, I didn't post out loud said I already convert. I just being myself all the time. Part of me change, part of me didn't change at all. Maybe I'm afraid that my friend will tink that I had totally change into another person. But friends should just understand and stand by me with my decision. If they left me because of this, what a friend should be? Sadly I admit, I hide myself away from them. Friendship will fade if we left it unmend for too long. I hope my friends all live healthy and happily although we didn't keep in touch.

Second, I'm getting married soon. And yet, I didn't put anything any news on my facebook status or editing my relationship to "engaged". Haha, I'm still single but not available for what I make people think. Soon, how soon is soon? Okay, I will be married on 24/11/2012, exactly 1 month from now.


Blank! That is all my mind tell me. One whole month left. Am i excited? I don't really know. I just like the canoe following the stream rushing downward to the end. Thing happen and time won't wait,that is all I know. I don't have time to get "Yeah! I'm married soon! Let's celebrate." With my working environment and surrounding here, I am too far away from home to feel the excitement of finding pretty thank you gift for the guests, looking for the flower for bridemaid or even myself. I want to hold of a bouquet of sunflower. Where am I going to get the sunflower? Does the florist around the town sell it and how much is the price? Sunflower, kinda rare flower for making it a wedding flower bouquet. But, I like it to be special as I'm to myself.

Thinking of all this make me stress and I'm hundred kilometres away from the place I'm going to be married. I am so far away to get all this things done and my future sister-in-law are going to done it all. My wedding with so little commitment from myself. One word for describing it, sad.

Everything will be arranged, I am just a little canoe in the river. Waiting to be push down at the waterfall. Soon, everything will be as peaceful as the slow flowing down stream. Life goes on, goes on..



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