Who to talk to??

For a very long time, I didn’t tell everything to mom, especially the things that can let my mom worry about me. Since I had been sent to work in Sarawak, everything seems to change. My life is totally different from what I aspect. Is the total opposite of everything I know. The life and the culture even the life style that never came into my mind before.

I come into a place with no relative and friends. I have to find for new friends. After 1 year, suddenly I realize that it is hardly find a real friend. With the place I have been sent to, friend is limited and no all truly sincere.

The only one I can talk to and share everything to is my mom. I shared my joy, my sorrow. But, I don’t want my mom to worry about me when I’m sorrow and sad.

Sadly, who can I talk to? Who can I trust?

People here are fully playing their roles as a housemate, a neighbour or a colleague. They didn’t intend to care more for you other than there are something that they can get from you. This is so call LIFE. Everyone think for their own self. It is human instinct to stay alive.