While
surfing for some information online about pregnancy, I came across this kind of
question. Did you cry when you found out that you’re pregnant? Well, this
question even came from me myself when the truth hits me. Am I going to cry or
not? WTF! I am pregnant already!
So, I
guess this post is mainly about how I found out my baby. Well, we haven’t
really plan for a baby after get married. When hubby asked me when I want to
have a baby, I answered “When its time, it comes.” To my surprise, the time had
come!
After
married, we, like the other young couples, planned for a simple honeymoon as we
were short of money. Most of the money went to the celebration party and some
wedding ceremony cost. Malaysia is a place where you can easily find a nice
tourist spot and spend a nice vacation there. Since my hometown is in Penang,
we will not going to have our honeymoon in Penang anymore, it was too close to
home for honeymoon mood. We went Pulau Langkawi instead. Then we spent the rest
of our holiday divided for two sides of our family, my family and my hubby’s
family. Holiday ended and we went back to our work station again.
Funny
thing came, my period late. I use to have late period but this time is kind of
weird. I suffered sharp pain at my lower abdomen and the pain linked until my
private area. This kind of menstrual pain never happens to me before. I can’t
even sit properly! I convinced myself that later my period will come, maybe
this was just temporary. Still, my period was late and I told my mom. My mom
helped me buy a pregnancy test when she went out to market next morning. I had
my test on that particular morning also; people said test it in the morning
when your urine still contains most of your body waste. The result came in
negative. Ow, I was pretty sure it was the menstrual pain but in a little bit different
kind of way.Back to my working station, menstrual pain was gone. But, I got sensitive
breast and some limp node under my armpits. Still, I was waiting for my period
to come.
Just
in one fine day, when my hubby came out from his working station and visited
me. I told him my period was late and he brought me to pharmacy to get a
pregnancy test. I kept the test in my handbag, thinking, will it be? Positive? By
the time we were shopping in the shopping mall, I felt the need to go to
toilet. So, I took the test in the public toilet. After cleaning myself and put
on the cap for the pregnancy test pen, I went out to find hubby. Well, I got a
glance, there were double lines. Hubby was waiting me at a rest corner with
some food.
I think
my face was very tense that time, where I cannot smile nor cry. Hubby already
can guess the result of the test. “So? How is it?” Still he wanted to hear the
answer from my mouth I think. “ Errr…double lines.” We were glued to the chair
for a moment. Mind went blank and many people were walking, we were in the
shopping mall with this shocking new. I didn't react like most people do. Cry
of tear and joy? We stoned! Haha, because we were just married for 1 and a half
month.
Well,
anyway, baby is growing up well in my tummy. Congrat to both of us finally grow
up and become somebody parent. Another journey with joys and tears I believe. I
guess the answer for the question, “Did you cry when you found out you’re
pregnant?” is very obvious then. Haha. Nope, I didn’t cry, I stoned!
Thanks
for dropping by and wish you have a nice day.
