Did you cry when you found out you're pregnant?

While surfing for some information online about pregnancy, I came across this kind of question. Did you cry when you found out that you’re pregnant? Well, this question even came from me myself when the truth hits me. Am I going to cry or not? WTF! I am pregnant already!

So, I guess this post is mainly about how I found out my baby. Well, we haven’t really plan for a baby after get married. When hubby asked me when I want to have a baby, I answered “When its time, it comes.” To my surprise, the time had come!

After married, we, like the other young couples, planned for a simple honeymoon as we were short of money. Most of the money went to the celebration party and some wedding ceremony cost. Malaysia is a place where you can easily find a nice tourist spot and spend a nice vacation there. Since my hometown is in Penang, we will not going to have our honeymoon in Penang anymore, it was too close to home for honeymoon mood. We went Pulau Langkawi instead. Then we spent the rest of our holiday divided for two sides of our family, my family and my hubby’s family. Holiday ended and we went back to our work station again.

Funny thing came, my period late. I use to have late period but this time is kind of weird. I suffered sharp pain at my lower abdomen and the pain linked until my private area. This kind of menstrual pain never happens to me before. I can’t even sit properly! I convinced myself that later my period will come, maybe this was just temporary. Still, my period was late and I told my mom. My mom helped me buy a pregnancy test when she went out to market next morning. I had my test on that particular morning also; people said test it in the morning when your urine still contains most of your body waste. The result came in negative. Ow, I was pretty sure it was the menstrual pain but in a little bit different kind of way.Back to my working station, menstrual pain was gone. But, I got sensitive breast and some limp node under my armpits. Still, I was waiting for my period to come.

Just in one fine day, when my hubby came out from his working station and visited me. I told him my period was late and he brought me to pharmacy to get a pregnancy test. I kept the test in my handbag, thinking, will it be? Positive? By the time we were shopping in the shopping mall, I felt the need to go to toilet. So, I took the test in the public toilet. After cleaning myself and put on the cap for the pregnancy test pen, I went out to find hubby. Well, I got a glance, there were double lines. Hubby was waiting me at a rest corner with some food.

I think my face was very tense that time, where I cannot smile nor cry. Hubby already can guess the result of the test. “So? How is it?” Still he wanted to hear the answer from my mouth I think. “ Errr…double lines.” We were glued to the chair for a moment. Mind went blank and many people were walking, we were in the shopping mall with this shocking new. I didn't react like most people do. Cry of tear and joy? We stoned! Haha, because we were just married for 1 and a half month.

Well, anyway, baby is growing up well in my tummy. Congrat to both of us finally grow up and become somebody parent. Another journey with joys and tears I believe. I guess the answer for the question, “Did you cry when you found out you’re pregnant?” is very obvious then. Haha. Nope, I didn’t cry, I stoned!

Thanks for dropping by and wish you have a nice day.

What A Date & Day

Wow, today is 4th of April and it makes the date written as 4.4.13. Well, I'm not really so supersticious  but normally in Chinese culture the number 4 is not really a good number. Let's me tell you that, the number four in Hokkien Chinese language pronouns as 'sea'. And yet there is another word that have the same pronunciation. That is the word 'dead' or 'die'. So, double 4 means double 'dead'. Chinese people will not likely celebrate any big event on this kind of date. But, the young generation will normally didn't take much care of this old thinking anymore.

Well, no big deal with the number and date. But sadly, I fell sick so suddenly today after I had my evening nap. What on earth I suddenly fell sick? Everyday I have my evening nap yet today I fell sick. I got hit by the fever wave and I am suffering sudden chill with a warm body and forehead. Maybe the weather plays it game too well. The temperature here can reach 34°C at noon then giving a heavy downpour at night. Human body is not yet evolve until the level that we can torelate the sudden heat and cold.

Now, after having a slice of bread with jam, I took a tablet of Panadol Soluble. Laying on bed trying to write and read something at least before I fell asleep.

I had google before when I catch fever last time. Panadol Soluble can be taken by pregnent woman. But, still I need to get furthur consolation from my doctor to make sure I'm safe to take the medication.

So, hello peepers out there. How's your day today? I shared mine. I hope you have a good day and everything went out smoothly. See you all again next time.

ps: I wanna share something that I read before, from Simply Truths website.

Simply stated if we choose to think positive thought, we'll get positive result; if we think negative thought, we'll get negative result. So, I have to think positive. When I wake up tomorrow morning, everything will be fine and it will be a fine day for me too as IT IS FRIDAY!! :D

A Little More Bit

Well,I skipped almost a month for my next post again. The baby inside me is really making my life turnover. Ah, forget to greet. Hey there my peepers all around the blogsphera, how's your day? Hope to hear that it is great.

School holiday starts again from today and it last for an whole week. Finally, I get to have some quality time with my family. Tomorrow I will be flying for the distances that apart me and my family.

Ok, this post is also mainly about my pregnancy progress again. Well, this is my life board where I write down things about me and of course sharing with you if you're interested.

This week, my baby meow will enter his/her 15 weeks. Finally the head, hands, legs and body can be seen clearly through ultrasound. Tomorrow will be the date to checkup, I can't wait to see his/her figure. If we are lucky enough, maybe we will know the gender of my baby meow. Hope he/she grow well. That's all mummies in the world will always pray for.

Last post about a month ago, I recorded about my weird appetite and the unwell feeling. I said that the symptoms kinda faded away, but actually I was wrong. After few days of feeling abnormal. I'm back to normal preggy mother with almost every symptoms back together again. The sore back, neusea, tired and easy fatigue and also losing my appetite again. Most off the time I felt like I'm a vegetarian. I was fancy with green food and fresh fruits. I lose appetite on chicken and meat. But supprisingly, I still eat fish. Haha. but only once in  a while. My favourite fruit or can call vege is cherry tomato, if I didn't control myself, I can finish the whole bowl I bought without leaving a single one.

Somehow,everything going fine and I think I'm soon going through my first trimester. According to all experience mothers and some pregnancy book, Second trimester will be more relax and my appetite will be good. Looking forward to eat all the good food I can find.

Ok, record until here so far, holiday for a week and I hope I'm not too lazy to post another post within the holiday end.

 Cya again.

My CNY celebration

Hi all peepers!! Well another late post about again. Today, I wanna share my Chinese New Year celebration on this year. If I said, nothing special in this year and everything just went well like last year, this post gonna be boring..Haha. Anyway, this year did got something special than last year. Because this year, I AM NOT GOING TO GET ANY ANGPAW FROM MY RELATIVES ANYMORE!! *cry cry cry*

In the cycle of 12 zodiac of Chinese Calender, this year is the year of snake. I believe many of you who get to read this post is afraid of snake. Well, even though snake is a type of  dangerous reptile, it represent some part of human attitude and behavior. According to Chinese symbology in Wikipedia, "snakes are regarded as intelligent, but with a tendency to be somewhat unscrupulous." For me, some snake cartoon can be just as cute as other animals. Right?

grabbed from www.vectorstock.com

Ok, back to my special small things in this special new year..

First!
I have to answer the question that rings in your head, why am I not receiving any angpaw this year?

Because start from this year, is my turn to GIVE ANGPAW!!! to my younger relatives like my younger sister, brothers, cousins and nieces and nephews. WHY? It is because I AM MARRIED. Apparently, Chinese New Year is not fun for me anymore. Getting older each year and the angpaw also lesser and lesser each year. Miss the time when I was a kid, my mom even bought me a waist pouch to keep my angpaw. Anyway, next year, I will be giving angpaw and receiving angpaw again, for my coming new born child. Is another way to get my angpaw back, haha!


Second,

I finally get myself a CHEONGSAM! A pink cheongsam and I like it very much. Yet this year I didn't shop much and my new shirt also not so many, but with the nice cheongsam I already very satisfied. It is not so expensive yet the quality is good. It is under MYR100, so I just grabbed it when I tried on it. I am going to wear it at the first day of Chinese New Year.

Here a peek of my cheongsam. Don't worry, you will see me wearing it later.

My sweet cheongsam

Third,

The first year that celebrate Chinese New Year with my husband. Everyone was excited to meet him. Well, not like I was hiding him behind my family before married. It is because when we were dating, he can't manage to get any holiday for this Chinese New Year celebration. So, my big family didn't get chance to meet him before this. So, this year will be me bringing along my newly-wed-husband to meet  my whole family.

And now is the time for the pictures to tell the story. I'm getting lazy to type. Hee hee.. Anyway, hope you enjoy the pictures.

Let the pictures rolling..

First day,

Morning with my new cheongsam and get ready to give angpaw to my sister

The happy face that get her first angpaw from me

Family picture

Gather at uncle's house with my other cousins

Second day,

Second day of CNY, be with my lovely mom and my small family

Friends gathering while in the week where I am still holiday in my hometown, Penang

Ok, uploading this pictures directly form my instagram and facebook is such a cheating act. Haha, but I have fun caption it and hope you have fun reading this post.

Happy Chinese New Year to all of you out there.
Cheer!!

Just relax and be healthy

Today my body still in the same stage where I didn't hungry all the time. Wake up around 10 o'clock in the morning. Take some weather photo using instaweather app in my android tablet. It shows today weather and temperature. Wow, going to be a hot cloudy day then.

Worried about the sudden change in my body, I called my mom. We chatted about 20 minutes about everything that happen to me. Had some fun chatting and some laugh too. My mom said I'm too sensitive. Maybe my body already can accept there is a baby inside and the hormone just went back to normal again. She asked me to relax and eat more. Although I am not hungry as often but the embro inside still need a lot of nutrition from mother's body.

Today, I eat as usual just like before I am pregnant. But still I can't eat much. Still not good at eating chicken. I still feel uncomfortable the smell of chicken. It is so weird and so unpleasent for me. I had steam sweet and sour fish with rice for lunch and lotus peanut sup with rice as dinner. I made myself some pudding also. Pudding in honeydew flavor.

I guess, I still have some symptoms of pregnancy left in my body. Now it is 9:30pm and I feel a bit tired as I didn't have any evening nap today. Well, signoff for some rest.

Thanks to whoever drop by or pass by. God bless your day. Aminn...